Paris Hilton shocked the public by revealing she had an abortion when she was 22 years old after becoming pregnant with her ex-fiance, Jason Shaw. The 42-year-old socialite opened up about her decision, explaining that she was not ready for motherhood and struggled with her mental health while attending boarding schools.
In her memoir “Paris: The Memoir“, the mom writes about her life story, including her encounter with a Tommy Hilfiger model outside LA’s Four Seasons in 2001.
“I was terrified and heartsick. The hormones sent my ADHD symptoms spiraling. Everything I knew about myself was at war with everything I’d been raised to believe about abortion,” wrote Paris.
“I knew I wasn’t in the right place to make any sort of commitment. It had nothing to do with him or a baby. I just wasn’t capable of being honest or loyal or whole.”
“After suffering abuse at Provo Canyon School and three other programs within the “troubled teen” industry network, I was damaged in ways I couldn’t tell him about, and the fact that I never confided in him about my past—that says it all, doesn’t it? Secrets are corrosive. They destroy anything you try to layer over them,” she added.
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Occasionally, she looks back and experiences guilt over her actions, feeling as though she had “killed my Paris.”
However, coming to terms with it, Paris Hilton underwent a challenging IVF process with her husband, Carter Reum.
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“Month after month of injections, several egg-harvesting procedures, more IVF injections, new ADHD meds, my natural state of chaos—it was a lot,” shared Paris.
In January, Paris Hilton and Carter Reum became parents to Phoenix through surrogacy.
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She revealed information about the abuse she endured in the “therapeutic” boarding schools her parents had sent her to in an attempt to control her rebellious behavior.
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